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“Ah. I’m sorry, Allycat.” I reached over and linked my hands in hers, squeezing her hand. “You know I could help you.”
She turned in her seat and pointed at me. “This is exactly why I didn’t tell youabout the fertility treatments.You can’t fix everything for me.”
Maybe not, but I always wanted to give it a try. I was a fixer by nature, it’s why I was an engineer. I took things apart and figured out the best way to put them back together. Ally, though, was fiercely independent and never asked for anything. It was a constant source of frustration for me.
“Throwingmoney at the problem won’t solve it. You can’t buy me a baby.”
“I wasn’t offering to buy you a baby. Let’s not get crazy here. But I couldhelp pay for the treatments.” I had more money than I knew what to do with.
“No! No money.”
I sighed. My family’s money had always made Ally uncomfortable. Most of the time it didn’t matter because I’d made my own and hadn’t touched family money since college.
Ally was quiet on the way back to my place, I sure as hell wasn’t going to leave her alone in her shitty apartment above her bakery, not on the off chance she gotsick and hurt herself.
“Come on, Sleeping Beauty, let’s get you to bed.” I cradled her against me and carried her into my bedroom. My office hada bed too, but it wassmall and uncomfortable and didn’t have a connected bathroom. I sether onto the bed, and she floppeddown backwards. So I wentto the kitchen to get her a big glass of water and a couple of painkillers.
When I gotback to my room, though, she wasstanding by the bed in only her underwear and bra. I frozeand drankin the sight because best friend or not she lookedhot. I’d always found Ally attractive. Hell, I’d been in love with her for half of my life. I didn’t need to know she wore sexy underwear.
Fuck me.
She wobbled a bit on her feet as she triedto unbraid her hair. I couldn’t takemy eyes off how she lookedin thatlime green lacy push-up bra and matching boy shorts. Her ass lookedphenomenal and her tits…
Fuck.
It’d been years since I’d seen her in a bathing suit, despite us living near the beach. Evidently, she’dbeen hiding a banging body under her baggy clothes. She was all softness and curves. And now I wassporting a semi.
“Ally, you need to take these and drink this entire glass of water.” I walkedtowards her. I can do this. She’s drunk. She’s my best friend, and it’s my job to take care of her. Not take advantage of her.
Shegaveme a mock salute, then proceededto lick the pills out of my palm. Seriously, what did I do to deserve such torture?
Then she downedthe water, some of it dribbling down her chin onto her chest and down into that lime green lace.
Excellent.Now I was fully hard. I had no doubt my sweatpants were leaving nothing to the imagination. Thankfully, Ally didn’t look down.
Isaton the edge of the bed anywaysto try and hide my erection.
“Do you want to talk about why you got so drunk tonight?” I asked.
“Nope.” She satnext to me. She leaned her head on my shoulder for a few breaths, then crawled intomy lap. Straddling me. So now her warm panty-covered pussy was pressed against my aching cock. Seriously, what had I done to deserve such temptation?
“What are you doing Ally?”
“Shhhh.” She puta finger to my mouth, then leanedcloser, her full breasts pressedagainst my bare chest. Then she kissedme.
Her tongue slidacross my lips and I opened for her.Then our tongues were rubbingagainst each other and it was damnedperfect. Even sloppy drunk and Ally kissedlike a dream. She tasted like whiskey and sin and I devoured her. I’d wanted to her for so long, I didn’t remember my life without that piercing desire and aching need. I’d shoved my love for her so far down that most of the time I could ignore it and just be her friend.
Right now, though, with her grindingagainst my hard dick I was lost at sea. I groaned into her mouthslid my hands up her back. Her skin was so soft, her curves lush.
I couldn’t fuck herthough. For so many reasons. None of them sounded any good to my dick though. He was all for sliding into her hot, wet pussy. Right here. Right now.
She was still kissing me and grinding against me. And sonofabitch she wasgoing to make me come in my fucking pants like a horny teenager. But I couldn’t bring myself to push her away because she felt so right. Hope was spreading through my chest like proverbial wildfire and I couldn’t help thinking finally she sees me, finally she wants me too. I wanted to touch her everywhere. I craved the weight of her tits in my hands.I knew it’d only take one flick to unhook her bra and then I could have her nipples in my mouth. But that would mean stopping the kissing.
The best fucking kissing of my life. Her hands were all over my neck and chest. Her grinding intensified and she moaned, essentially riding my hard dick through our clothes. Fuck, I wasn’t going to make it.
Then her own orgasm hitand she shudderedagainst me, tossing her head back and crying out. It wasthe hottest fucking thing I’d ever seen. Then I came in my pants.
I was breathing hard when she climbed off my lap and snuggledinto the bed as if nothing had even happened. I looked down at the wet spot marking my sweatpants. Damn, I hadn’t done that since high school. I stood, tucked her into my sheets, then made my way to my shower.
What the fuck had just happened?
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